October 8, Entry 12

If my parents die, I will go live with my godparents. My godparents are my uncle Larry and his ex-wife. My mom wants to get that changed because she isn't even my aunt anymore and she's a freak. She took my cousins away and moved to Waterloo when they were six. I was lonely and they hated it. Now one of my cousins has moved back to Anamosa and I think she's enjoying it. I don't like my uncle Larry so I wouldn't want to live with him. I want to live with my brother if both of my parents die. He has two kids and a girlfriend. He also has two brothers that are always over there. I think it would be a lot of fun to live with him. I would probably switch schools if I was still in school. I would go to Marion or Linn Mar. My brother's girlfriend is hopefully soon going to move to Marion so I will get to see her more. She is really awesome and I count her as my sister. My brother's kids are really cute, Kaelea(5) and Kohen(4). My brother usually comes out every weekend and we get a fire going and hang out in the backyard. Lately he doesn't have that much money so he's cut back on a lot of things. He didn't come out last weekend because he didn't have any gas money. He is becoming poor and he actually might come live with dad. That would be awesome, but I don't know if I'd ever see his kids because Kaelea has school everyday so she would have to stay in Marion. I just wish that I could live with my brother if my parents died.