April 15, Entry 41

OMG. I wish it was the weekend. I'm so tired of school. I want school to get out all together. I can't wait until summer. I will be with my friends all the time and make my parents more pissed. They hate it that I'm always gone every weekend. They just need to deal with it. I just can't wait until summer. I'm so tired of doing homework. I think that by the end of the year I probably won't be doing a lot of my homework. I hardly even do any of it now. I always have a study hall to do it in. I'm also tired of sports. I just want to relax and enjoy my summer. My brother said he wants to build a tree fort this summer. That would be awesome. He is probably going to be out at my house every day. He comes out almost every weekend now. It's always fun when he comes out because I like playing with his kids. I also hang out with his girlfriend and his brother. We always find something to do. Usually we have fires and we go into the woods and look for firewood. We also are building a dam in the creek behind my house. We made a lot of new trails last year. My neighbor is building a paintball course back there. I don't like that idea because we probably won't be able to go into the woods much because my neighbor is probably going to be having a war. We can still hang out in my yard though. I also can't wait until my brother gets his motorcycle out. That's always fun to ride. I hope we get our little motorcycle out so my niece and nephew can maybe ride it. That would be so cute. I would love to see them learn how to ride a motorcycle. I don't even know though... I hope I don't have much homework tonight and that track will not be that hard. My leg has been killing me. Whenever I run, underneath my knee, it pops. I don't know what's popping but it hurts the more I run. I hope nothing is seriously wrong with me.

April 13, Entry 40

I don't even know. Track is kind of boring right now. We've had two meets so far. We have a meet tonight at Anamosa. I'm running in the 4x100 and the open JV 100. I'm also doing long jump. My longest jump for long jump is 15'6". I just got that at the last track meet. My longest jump before was 15'2". My fastest 100 time is 12.78. I got that time last year at one of the last track meets. This year it's very different because I do events that I didn't do last year. I only ran in the 4x100 like twice last year. I don't really like relays that much. I'm afraid that I'm going to drop the baton and be filled with guilt for the rest of my life. I like the opens. I hate running opens though when it's really windy out and you have to run into the wind. That sucks. My times are horrible when I have to run into the wind.

I don't really like sports that much anymore. I will play soccer this year because it's my favorite sport. I've gotten so lazy though lately. I don't know what's gotten into me. I really don't want to go out for basketball next year. It will be really weird because the seniors are leaving. I don't know.